A Circle With No End

So I purposefully cause riots. I instigate. I cause problems. Why? Im still not quite sure. I get these feelings that well up so strong, and I express them immediately, and then in a few minutes, they die down, and I forget why I was ever upset in the first place. I havent listened to Kelly in a while. I like it. A lot haha.

Baby kuz all I ever wanted
All I ever wanted
Was...

So I've decided to change my workout approach. Im more interested in toning than strength gain anyway. So we'll see what happens. I brought my guitar here practically for nothing. I should start messing with it and see if I can figure out how to play anything. Id love to learn to play even just one song haha. But I dont feel like putting the effort in to learning it. I want instant gratification.

Im not sure. I feel... Im not sure really. I really dont even know what to write about, because Im not sure what mind set Im even in at the moment. I dont feel lost, but I dont feel exactly like I know where Im going either. Im just kind of drifting. I want to add my pandora quick mix station to my Ipod. That would be awesome. But I cant haha. I have an old model. Like one of the original Nanos. So no WiFi abilities.

On the other hand, I get to see my darling today =) I am ecstatic. I figure I'll at least do my stretches, maybe even my crunches, today, since I've decided against going to the gym since I'm changing my workout process anyway. I should get my bag packed, get my stretches out of the way, and maybe Ill waste some time playing WoW. I havent say back and played a video game in a while, I might even whip out one of my RPGS. Maybe Ill look up how to beat that level of A Bug's Life. Or I'll turn on Croc 2. That sounds like a good plan.

With that in mind, I do so bid farewell... One day this'll make you proud.