Its Guna Be Sad, Its Guna Be True

The sooner you let two hearts beat together, the sooner you know this love is forever.
But there's no such thing as forever - forever is merely composed of nows.

I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It felt like every other part of my body was broken too. Like every little piece of me was being pulled in opposing directions. And then suddenly, it stopped. Every pain, every ache, every exhausting thought - they all just melted away.

Why do people like watching movies with sad endings? Why do people like movies that distort reality into something unattainable?

Admittedly, Im incredibly confused. Admittedly, Im incredibly worried that our days are numbered. Admittedly, it still hurts a little to look at him.

Admittedly, there is this overwhelming feeling of hope inside me, bubbling up to the surface and overflowing, that maybe, just maybe, being stressed and tired and having a bad day just caused an overload and everything will just blow over.

He says he loves me. And I believe him, with all my heart.
I believe in him.