Turning Left

If I really start being myself again, does that mean I have to revert to all my old habits?

I dont want to be a liar. So why am I so afraid of the truth?

Is it really a part of who I am, or can I really escape it for good?

Am I even really trying to?

Still, I feel so much more myself right now. Being happy and random and funny saying what I think. It's nice. Because I don't want to conform myself to fit anyone's ideals, no matter how much I want them to like me. Omissions are lies. Yet, still...

Alright. At the very least, it's been a lot better. And I am trying.

I told you I have flaws. And this is my biggest one.