To All The Squirrels I've Loved Before

Another night like all the ones before. Except. I dont know.

Maybe I'm paranoid. But I get so scared when we disagree. Even though I love debating, I don't want to have these extreme differences. They terrify me. But that's not like me. I usually don't compare what I've got to what I've had.

Except. I dunno. Maybe I do. I'm so sick of saying maybe this and maybe that to every single fucking thing I do. I was on such a high for so long but it so easily get's brushed away into nothingness.

Fuck it. Let's get drunk.