Put Up A Parking Lot

My mind's churning over waves this morning. I keep thinking through all these different things, but it's like a sieve, I try to focus on one at a time and they all slip back down, then re-surface some time later.

At the very least, I have a way to knock out a few hours until dinner. And hopefully he'll stay after dinner a bit... Because Im greedy and clingy and love spending my time with him *smiles* So as I sit and chat about Haruhi and Lucky Star and Twilight, it seems to be waning down the massive sandstorm that's been going back and forth in my head. Maybe the DDR music playing in the background is helping too.

At the very least, they're not empty thoughts. Just what I have to get done by when, thinking about how this'll all turn out, what I still have to do and such for college, and all that good stuff.

So nothing dark this time. Im slightly disapointed - I write so much better when Im on an emotion high. But right now, Im quite neutral. And hungry.

So I really hope that the cement trucks are far far away from here. I really dont want to pave over this paradise.