Gold Spray Paint

Simple solutions that pop up out of now where, after a problem beat you down for weeks or months. Just there, right in front of you. Making everything just melt away.

It feels so good to let everything just melt away. Blizzard is 10% complete. My feet are cold, and my baseball cap is from a different country.

My room is clean.

My face is covered with pounds of make-up. There's a slight bruise forming under my right eye, but so far it's only a slight discoloration, unnoticable unless told to look for it.

My love is being bought. I've aquired a new sketch book, some hair ribbons, and a paid dinner with the love of my life.

Everything's exactly how it always is. Its funny, when there's an on-going problem, it ceases to be a problem anymore. It's just life. It's going to be so strange when Im not being guilt tripped and screamed at. I dont know what Ill do with all my angsty feelings then.

Will I still even have them when they no longer have a catalyst?

The scent of my shimmery pink nail polish is still circulating my room. I still cannot fathom all the good things that have happened. The door's finally opening. It's not the person Im waiting for.

Are my theories really that profound?